When you're fifteen, bruises heal easily. Some of them, anyway. But that night, I felt pain I knew wasn't going away.

Today my sister took me to the races we were in the big cooperate tent for hastings deerings, i had the best day in such a long time apart from my dress breaking and my shoes being to big and it raining i had so so much fun i met so many new people, so last night the zip on my brand new dress broke i was devastated b ut we did each others nails and it took my mind off it, i brought it just for that day! then in the morning we got up at 7:30 and made champagne slushies and started to do each others makeup and i did the girls hair because i used to be a apprentice hairdresser, i waxed all the girls eyebrows and we were ready to go we ran into the shopping fair to change my dress and she had no more and only one other dress in black !! luckily i liked the dress it was very revealing but everyone said without being sleezy i pulled it off well not many people could wear a dress like that but you will see that in the picture haha my boyfriend is in brisbane with his best mate i hate that he isnt here with me but we both doing our own thing this weekend! so my sister convinced me to go to the clubs with her i had no money left and she said it was her shout so we go out and had heaps of fun until she ditched me for some guys, i had to walk home with one of my good guy mates frodo the taxi line said they would be 2 hour wait for a taxi so we walked in the rain i had no shoes on cause my heels hurt and i now think i have pneumonia but i had a nice hot shower at home and cooked myself some food, in the end it was a great night minus the events at the end. 
ENJOY THE  PICTURES....

MY ORIGINAL DRESS :)

 CHAMPAGNE SLUSHIES

 RED LIPSTICK KISSESSS

 MY MEAN FEED I COOKED AT 3:30 AM

$1.00 ice coffeeeeee  ツ

got myself a carton of 1 dollar ice coffee today yummm yummm! .. ツ

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 You keep me on my toes. You make me laugh so hard that the top of cheeks hurt. I think a lot less; I just feel. I dont worry about a damn thing except how to make you keep smiling. All the great times we already had and the ones were goin to have. I cant possible imagine my life without you in it anymore.

ALLERGIC TO SUGAR.★ 

I'LL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MY TYPE 1 DIABETES.

 I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes when i was 14 years old, i had lost alot of weight and was getting sicker and sicker the usual signs, i have had more than alot of trouble controlling it, my mother was sick with cancer when i was diagnosed so i tried to take it all on with my siblings they were also pretty young so we had a tough time. i have had more then 50 admissions to hospital and was in a coma once, i no how serious my illness is but sometimes its just easier to ignore it, i no there are people out there who don't have a treatment for their sickness which makes me feel really selfish when i ignore mine, its such a silent disease diabetes from the outside it looks as simple as checking ur sugar and jabbing yourself with a needle, noone fully understands what goes into it imagine not being able to just jump in the car and go for a drive with mates without making sure you have all your needles and equipment plus something sugary in case you go low and some food to balance you out, i cant just jump in a pool for hours and lose track of time or go to a party or a nightclub and drink to much without forgetting to check my levels and have my insulin, counting all the carbs in what i eat and calculating my excercise for the day to match my insulin, being a teenager is tough enough, trying to impress your new employees but knowing your always gunna need that extra time then anyone else. im not usually one to complain but i would do anything in the world to have one day without diabetes one day to be able to sleep in, one day to skip a meal and not worry about going  low
i just wanna be like everyone else, i wanna travel without being pulled up because i have syringes, i want to go out for dinner and not be looked at strange when i have my injection. theres my rant of diabetes, one day we will find a cure i hope. 

love to everyone out there with an illness remember its okay to have weak days but always stay strong and do your best ❣

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Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person; as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true.

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i walk with my head down.

 my beautiful rose my bf got me

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  i have not blogged in so so long but

 IM BACK (>‿♥)

i have a new job as a pre-analystic advisor at a blood collection laboratory, i love it  ♥

i moved back into my parents house blehhh! i love them but miss my independence.

HERE IS MY ROOOOOM 

uploading some picturesss so you can see whats new! 

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 MATTHEW HENRY ROSS 

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me. & when you`re away from me, I love how you miss me. I love the way you always treat me tenderly. But most of all, I love the way that you love me. I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you. I love how you think of me without being told to. I love the way your touch is always heavenly. But most of all, I love how you love me.

  this is what matty got me when i had a cold  

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TAKE CARE LOVELIES ❤